P. boisei

All out of exams & at home got no bikes now - MTB rest in peace? lost at sea? what can do for it? walk back & collect it? Do what at home? can draw books? write on paper? meet friends at night in city? Listen to Bartok?

reviewing instant rambling philosophies of 2008 moleskine (molenski) (no longer interested in spontaneous prose but now religion and enlightenment):

be quiet & reserve your judgement not showing alliance to any preference. so why make believe to the hay & hoi & show out a true lion graph -PRIORITISE:

- stop & rethink your establishment
- conclude what's best to do first
- allow 90 minutes to just breathe
- dont abandon the gratitude of an uninhibited reflex arc
- allowing yourself to complain illustrates some source of delusion of thought
- students working hard get nowhere
- allow plenty of time to do nothing
- if you are doing something you are not doing nothing
- it is now your most important recipe

give up your career as a craftsman. it kicks you out too much. instead look at the sky until the stars appear (backwards)

& forever go home on bicycles

& always sit in empty chairs

& key music on the keyboard

denial bargaining anger depression acceptance

elaborate systems exist everywhere


[my room in 2008]